The living garment…

Look around you.  If you’re inside, examine the walls that surround you, whatever surface you are sitting on, the tile or rug on the floor, and the glass in the windows that allow you see the larger world outside.  Consider the grass, the trees, and the garbage can at the end of your driveway.  What do all of these things have in common?

Things you might find around a home?  Yes, but look deeper.  There is something much richer and more vital that unites these things.

Each of the items I mentioned is held together by an invisible, unidentified and impossible to recreate force.  We all learned about how atoms interact with other atoms to form matter in elementary school.  Did you know that the greatest physicists in the world have yet to explain why or how that happens?  That they are still in search of the “God particle” that explains why the elements of the periodic table that we all learned about in chemistry behave as they do?

While looking outside did you see a pigeon, a sparrow, a squirrel, an ant, or your neighbor?  What do all of these creatures have in common?

Well, yes, they are all creatures, that is one answer.  Yes, they too are “held together” by an invisible, unidentified and impossible to recreate force.  But look deeper.

Each of these creatures appeared in this animated by an unseen, unquantifiable life force that sprang forth from life itself; connected to generation after generation of evolution and replication that came before as well as the seed for generation after generation of evolution and replication that will come after.  

Each of the animate creatures I named, along with every other creature that inhabits the Earth all possess that same life force – an energy that has persisted as long as there has been life.  The energy that animates a squirrel is the same energy that animates a slug.  Invisible, impossible to identify, isolate or replicate, but none-the-less present.

So what is my point here?  I’ll use the words of Emmet Fox here:  “in deed and truth, we are all one, component parts of the living garment of God.”  There is no need to look beyond ourselves when we realize that every single thing we see or engage with is a component part of the living garment of God. Every. Single. One.

This for me is humility.  There is no question for me that the suffering of others impacts me, because the suffering of others impacts the larger system of which I am a part.  The individual cells that make up my toenails are very different than the individual cells that comprise the lens of my eye.  While very different in look and function, these two cells are connected in a system where an infection in one group of cells can threaten or extinguish the life of others.

For me the gift of humility is the paradoxical understanding that we are all different while being the same.  We each bring unique characteristics that serve a role in the greater whole of which we are all but component parts.

 

 

Emmet Fox, The Sermon on the Mount, The Key to Success in Life, Buccaneer Books, Cutchogue, NY, 1934

The God of My Understanding…

I have an awesome, amazing God.  The God of My Understanding (GMU) is the origin of everything – the Alpha and Omega – the beginning, the end and everything in between.  There is no part of my world and day-to-day life experience that is separate from God.  The GMU lives in the concrete that I walk on in Manhattan, the trees that line my driveway at home and in every single cell that constitutes me in this moment today.  My Higher Power (HP) is not some esoteric being that sits separate and apart from me.  My HP is everything.

Because the GMU is everything – it is impossible for anything to be separate from God.  Everything is of God – with no exceptions.  If God is omnipresent, ever present and all loving, how could there every be a time when God is NOT happy with me?  If God is in it all – a part of every element of the fabric of life – how can God not be okay with everything exactly as it is?

And if everything is exactly as it is, how can anything I do be anything less than within God’s plan?

My Higher Power is thrilled that I just breathe – regardless of whether I make adaptive choices or not.  My body is “engineered” by God to run best when I am sober, eat a healthy diet, exercise and allow myself adequate sleep at night.  When I choose to align with these behaviors, I have the privilege of living in a strong, healthy body.  Were I to fill my body with mind-altering drugs, eat poorly, forget to exercise and burn the candle at both ends, the quality of my life is the outcome of my choices.  On either path, God’s will is done.  With either outcome, my Higher Power smiles.  Even when I am making choices that do not align with my well-being, the Universe has a path to improve the lives of others through my delinquency.  My abuse of alcohol or other substances opens the opportunity for legions of people providing services in rehabs and out-patient counseling to have well-paying jobs.  If I choose to eat poorly and allow my body to deteriorate, there are doctors, nurses and hospitals full of people who have well-paying jobs because of my poor self-care.  My suffering that arises from choices that demonstrate the worst in me creates the  opportunity for others to demonstrate the best in them.

The GMU is not interested in me making Her happy.  The GMU has no agenda for me except that I achieve the level of potential that I set for myself.  The GMU most certainly doesn’t need me to praise Her all day every day as my very life is a testament to the power of Her creation and the depth of Her love for me.

My HP rejoices when I am finally able to take the necessary steps to make my life better.  Not because I have aligned with “what God wants for me” but because my alignment with more adaptive living ends my suffering and places me more firmly on the path to bring others joy and support.  My Higher Power is the rapid outpouring of good, constantly reorganizing itself – offering opportunity for change in every breath – yours and mine.

The God of My Understanding does not find joy in my praise for Her, She thrills when I overcome the limitations that impede my life and share what I have learned with others for their lives to improve as well.  Not because it benefits Her, but because it benefits all of us.  I have an awesome God.